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I don’t know why but this is my favourite TV series...

Sat, 18 May 2013 22:44:14 -0400

I don’t know why but this is my favourite TV series recently, and Zoey looks so gorgeous

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Tue, 14 May 2013 05:33:43 -0400

I hope it’s the best choice that I’ve ever made. Finally it’s the result of my efforts. Formerly, my happiness wasn’t fully 100% because of something. It’s rather difficult to choose between “take it” or “voluntary withdraw”. I was so perplexing, I couldn’t give it all away because I had struggled so hard, and this is my occasion to prove that I’m able to reach what I had dreamed.

I’ve decided to take it -after a long time thought- and I have cleared everything that hamper my way to say “Yes I’ll take it”. I hope my final decision will run smoothly although there were so many obstacles happened during the making of decision become final decision. It doesn’t mean a thing, I’m ready to run everything which has been already given by you. I won’t waste this luckiness, I will do everything more painstaking than before. thanks God for always accompanying me in every step that I’ve chosen.

P.s. I’m much obliged for having a bestie like you. promise me that someday, we’ll met and you’ll have said that you had become a successful business woman. love you :)

Yeaah that’s right!!! (Taken from TV Series “New...

Sun, 12 May 2013 23:28:00 -0400

Yeaah that’s right!!! (Taken from TV Series “New Girl” Episode 02)

"The Confusing feeling is when I suddenly remember about you."

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 04:12:16 -0400

“The Confusing feeling is when I suddenly remember about you.”

- 07:07

Maybe I should call it as move on Preparation

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 08:09:08 -0400

This is what I’ve been worried lastly. I’m used to doing everything with my own, but at that time you came into my life and make some heavy rotation. It was happened so sudden and make me rather confused for following the “new” way which is really really different from before. It feels like you were my day and I was yours. We met, We loved, we fight, I hate you, yaa that’s the story.

And now everything changes?! Time Time why were you so contemptuous? I don’t need your approbation for making everything back to the first.

"Kangen Kalian (banget)"

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 01:37:59 -0400

“Kangen Kalian (banget)”

H : Mugo Mugo wae sesok pas dewe tuo kowe wae bet sik meninggal ndisik. (Semoga besok pas kita...

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 08:07:45 -0400

H : Mugo Mugo wae sesok pas dewe tuo kowe wae bet sik meninggal ndisik. (Semoga besok pas kita udah tua, kamu aja yang meninggal duluan.
B : Ha ngopo? (emangnya kenapa?)
H : Ben kowe sesok ora ngeroso dewe an meneh. (Supaya Besok kamu ga ngerasain yang namanya sendiri)

"GOD :("

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 09:57:39 -0400

“GOD :(”

Every choice has its own risk. I don’t even know, what’s really going on lately. I just...

Tue, 05 Mar 2013 05:26:13 -0500

Every choice has its own risk. I don’t even know, what’s really going on lately. I just feel so concerned about my live. what should I choose? I just feel that I can’t do every single thing in front of me. I can’t try every crossed road, I can’t walk along the street until I find the best way to move toward. I just want to be focused. then maybe you’ll say that I should try harder harder and harder. I want to do it but I just don’t know how to start and which part I have to do first. I want to encourage myself. I’ve arranged a kind of schedule in my book still there always something which break it into pieces of paper.

In the other hand, I want to ask you a question, whenever you’re given a choice between chance and dreams, what will you choose? that’s the other problems which bound me into a bundle.

I’m not ready.

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 19:36:45 -0500

I’m not ready.

squarehead

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 19:24:39 -0500

squarehead

who?

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 14:51:02 -0500

who?

"Rencana siap, semangat terkumpul, berjalan seperempat dari rencana, dan gagal. harus bagaimana lagi?"

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 08:42:22 -0500

“Rencana siap, semangat terkumpul, berjalan seperempat dari rencana, dan gagal. harus bagaimana lagi?”

"Kangen banget sama kalian. kangen kangen kangen. :("

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 04:27:51 -0500

“Kangen banget sama kalian. kangen kangen kangen. :(”

Time will put the cage off.

Fri, 01 Feb 2013 06:36:38 -0500

Time will put the cage off.

Facing the Giants

Tue, 29 Jan 2013 05:38:27 -0500

Facing the Giants

Sebelum Nanti

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 11:04:06 -0500

Sebelum tengah malam aku menulis ini, sebelum aku tidur, sebelum aku menatap hari esok, sebelum aku menjadi angka 0, sebelum aku merasa lelah, sebelum aku merasa bosan, sebelum aku senang, sebelum aku sibuk, sebelum aku menemukan laut, sebelum aku menaiki gunung, sebelum aku pergi jauh dari rumah, sebelum aku menatap cita cita ku, sebelum aku berjalan di auckland, sebelum aku bertemu kenyataan, sebelum aku bertemu dengamu.

"I tried to forget but you grew roots around my ribcage and sprouted flowers just below my..."

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 03:44:16 -0500

“I tried to forget but you grew roots around my ribcage and sprouted flowers just below my collarbones. All day I pluck their petals but I have not yet ascertained whether you love me or not”

Everytime

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 03:41:40 -0500

Everytime

Secepat Mata Mengedip

Tue, 22 Jan 2013 05:50:36 -0500

Beberapa hari ini hahahaha kepikiran hal hal yang bikin ketawa sendiri. bukan karena lawakan Jim Carey atau pun kebayang ketidakmutuan Mr Bean. nggak tau juga kenapa apa dan bagaimana, entah efek pra UN apa efek yang lainnya semua hal yang saya pikirkan tak tau berawal dari mana. cepet banget. hal itu yang saya pikirin beberapa hari ini, bukan masalah mau lulus SMA, saya lebih menitikberatkan pada hidup saya yang bergerak cepat, bahkan lebih cepat dari bayangan saya. habis SMA, Kuliah! saya bakalan lebih sering meninggalkan rumah, lebih jarang bertemu orang orang yang selalu saya temui saat ini. apakah semuanya akan sama? saya ingin segera menemukan jawaban atas semua pertanyaan yang selalu menghantui. tapi saya terlalu takut untuk menemui jawaban itu. apakah kelak saya akan merindukan masa masa ini?

beberapa hari ini juga sering flashback ga jelas. keinget pas SD, keinget pas SMP, keinget pas kecil, semuanya ga kerasa tiba tiba udah mau lulus SMA. iya emang terdengar sedikit alay tapi coba dirasain, semua rasanya lebih bermakna. jadi ngerasa beruntung bisa hidup sampai sejauh ini dengan berbagai macam keadaan yang diluar perkiraan.